I HAVE TO WORK THE WHOLE DAY TODAY and IF I KNOW, I WILL FREAKING FUGGING TAKE LEAVE FOR TODAY INSTEAD OF LAST WEEK! LOL. I AM SO FUGGING SLEEPY AND I AM SO LAZY TO WORK SINCE ITS A SATURDAY, IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE A FREAKING RELAX WEEKEND ! DONT MIND ME USING CAPS LOCK, I FIND IT PRETTY NICE TO USE FOR TODAY WHICH SUITS MY MOOD ALOT! HAHAHAHAHHAHAA.. BUT I GUESS, I HAVE TO STAND FOR A WEEK MORE BECAUSE ON SATURDAY 10TH OF JULY MIGHT BE A PUBLIC HOLIDAY OR MONDAY WOULD BE THE PUBLIC HOLS. IF IT FALLS ON SATURDAY IT WILL BE FUN TOO SO I CAN GO DOWN MIRI HAPS HAPS EARLIER OH YEAH BABY!.. BUT IF IT FALLS ON A MONDAY THATS EVEN BETTER LO PLEASE, PLEASE PUT ON NEWSPAPER CAN BE IN LIEU TO MONDAY INSTEAD OF SATURDAY PLEASE. I AM PRAYING REALLY HARD, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

I SOUND LIKE FREAKING WANNA ESCAPE FROM WORK THE WHOLE TIME. ITS JUST TODAY IS A SATURDAY. PROCASTINATE ALSO NO USE. SO CONTRADICTING AND CONFUSING FOR ME ALSO. OKAY, I OFFICIALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I AM TYPING NOW. LOL I AM JUST SO MOODLESS TO STAY IN THE OFFICE. BOSS JUST CAME IN AND I DIDNT HAVE THE CHANCE TO CLOSE BLOGGER AS FAST AS I CAN, I AM SITTING JUST INFRONT OF THE DOOR, SO ANYONE WHO COME IN CAN SEE WHAT I AM DOING! SAD LIFE, FUCK MY LIFE TOO. EVERYONE HERE IN THE OFFICE LOOK SO NGANG OKAY~~~ *NGANG = SO BORED LOOKING FAST WITH THE MOUTH OPEN WIDELY* LOL .. OH DEAR GOD, PLEASE FAST FORWARD THE TIME AS FAST YOU CAN FOR JUST THIS 1 1/2 HOURS MORE PLEASE PLEASE.

CIAOZ. END. LIFELESS BITCH HERE.

Labels: I JUST WANT TO GET OUT OF OFFICE. TYVM

It was ONE HELL OF a week I can say. ( a frustrating one, an emotional one, angers, feeling useless about those matters, being cheated and all). Last week, I've got this job offer of this XX Company they gave me good offer and of course Saturday would be a half day and yes I get to do whatever I want or maybe just get that sufficient of sleep. AND NOW, I rejected it :( THAT WAS A BAD MOVE after all and I swear to god that I WILL LEAVE THIS COMPANY in another year time. My lady boss decided to give me an increment to a certain amount of money and gave me benefits for Saturday and with allowances and now, it ended up so different that I could just go for the new place to start all over again .. totally no differences at all. so it kinda sucks now and now since I have decided to stay back so please just screw my life here. HAHA

--------------- That was a draft that I have tried to start blogging and ended up being so lazy to continue on. This draft was last two weeks and yeahhh.. ------------


Life so far since Monday was a disaster every single day I just feel like sleeping only. One day 7 hours of sleep is just not enough for me but still being so hard headed I still want to stay up till quite late just for the sake of playing games and all. AHhh ~~ And guess what, I called to ask whether my new born car will arrive anytime soon the answer is still August :( oh my ... I don't know how am I going to survive without a car for 1 1/2 months..

Later will be heading up to Bandar to watch boyfriend match later of basketball :) Hope he is going to score loads loads for me to see and don't make it that boring hahahaha! Belait District GO FOR THE WIN ! :D and and and I think i am going to have thien thien chicken rice for dinner WHEE~~ it's been awhile since i had it n i am going to bring someone to surprise my darlings LMLs at Bandar. It's going to be a great night ahead!

I miss my dear friends whom studied with me at IBS last 2 years , You guess have been so good and all to me.. you guys should know who you are. Till we meet again... PPlease plan a trip soon. miss u guys badly :( love u guys always and god blesssss..

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Kumustaka po!

Can I seriously take back the last post saying there are times that you rather be with your boyfriend and cuddle around? haha! sometimes boyfriend can be pain in the ass ok. LOL! I need its like a 360 degrees change all of a sudden but now he is trying to make me pissed and trying to test my temper thinking if I get mad than YES HE WON because he know I will be that. PURPOSELY / INTENTIONALLY keep doing why not be frustrated and fed up? URGH! *behind the scene* I STILL LOVE HIM ANYWAYS. STILL THAT MUCH OKAY. I GOTTA ACCEPT AND BE MAD LIKE CRAZY FUCKING GAL DANCING WITHOUT CLOTHES IN THE STREETS OF JALAN PRETTY WEARING SO BEAUTIFULLY RUNNING AROUND LIKE MAD deep inside my heart feel like doing that. I FEEL LIKE TO THE BEACH AND SHOUT IT ALL OUT. and if HE happens to read this he will think of something else again OH MY! I want a super relax weekend yo yo yo...

I won't be joining them for karaoke session tonight as I know its going to be pack and I am going to be super tired tomorrow if I join so yeah stay home and catch up with series will be the best for this week and next week. I gotta save it for other purposes next time.. WHEE hEEE hOOoo.. ;D

Speaking of these I haven't mention anything about work! Working life so far suck because now I am still the ku li kang working on a Saturday afternoon till 4pm! I have like 2 more hours to go.. tik tok tik tok .. Other than that its just great ! =) Great companion looking at loved ones SMILE .. awww.. my heart will just warmth and feels glad about it. At least not going to be one of those DOOMSDAY *thunder and lightning strike* okay anyhows, KimFui have ask me whether I am interested in another job offer of this company in KB =) Say it will be a little like my job now procurement and I might need to go offshore but not overnight those type. Saturday half day and I might can get high pay.. I wonder how much should I ask for hmmmmmm :) Please pray for me.. I bet this is going to be another step of my life and going to be a challenging one. Hope to know further details for this one! speaking of the last interview err... it turn out real bad so looking forward for this one.


okayy! I better go back to work start key-ing in my POs. damn it ! For the month of April and May ... its like how many inches thick..


my messy desk with my lapppie to accompany me during SATS !!!


I don't know when CAN I finish this :(

Labels: relaxing weekend

I wonder what's happening to me, I feel like blogging today. haha! after months and months without blogging now intend to keep blog. lol Maybe i am just feeling so bored @ office though, feel so sleepy. I just don't get enough of sleep latey even though its like 11pm - 1130pm I will be snoring my ass off already but still I WANT TO HAVE MORE SLEEP!

This weekend there will be Sing K session at Miri with fellow LMLs and I am still thinking whether to join them or not... I might save it for next week who knows my darling KRYSTAL would be back home already? we can dance and chill at Miri together ! hehehehehehehe.. *fingers crossed* Praying real hard* hahahah nyhows, i still have to go miri attend birthday party of my auntie at boulevard. INDECISIVE much. that's not a good thing.

There comes certain times where you just want to be alone with your boyfriend having sweet time together, cuddle together and just wish to ignore whats happening around you. Someone to be there for you whenever you needed them so much, someone to pamper you 24/7, someone to love you and asking how are you every single day and share you the moments right away. I feel loved ! and though its not good to meet everyday.. I still will want to because we are just use to it already. Guess thats who we are? Tho there are rough times but still we mange to tackle it real firm. even both temper is that BAD .. like seriously BAD hhahaa! its alright afterall. I have been emo-ing lately. Nothing more I want but my Boyfriend. In a few months time, we are going for our first trip to BKK ! Can't wait seriously. I gotta say i love him to the maximum. hugs!


I would like to just say appreciate your loved ones and the one whom loves you and respect you all in all. You will really never know what will happen next in our lives. Never do things that you will regret. Think twice first.. not that bad after all. Just to re-confirm things only would be so much better. hahaha! like i say different ppl different opinions right.. sighs..

screw working life. I really wish there is a low saying work alternate days for admin or mayb 3 days off per week.. hahahahaha ok.. i better go start day dreaming now or go take a short nap !...

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Lately there are tons and tons of things happened around me. Thru all the changes that I've seen and the way it is now. Oh Lord! You just cant imagine. Why can't people just sit back and relax to have a cup of coffee a good laugh ahead and just sleep thru the night soundly and start the same routine the next day. Though not every single day of course to feel relax and you know but somehow, don't make use of the time to keep talking about nonsense and thinking that people would really CARE about their life. Its just pathetic life. Maybe things haven outgrown yet within all of us. There are much to learn in this cruel working world or this lovely life to be enjoy! I would say we just live this life that god gave us beautifully with no regrets, you will never know what will happen tomorrow or the next minute of your life.

Speaking of all these, I miss my besties whom are in UK now! you guys know who you are.. you guys are always the best and yeah =) and most of all KAK! .. It has been crazy out there in the wild lately right, we gotta hold on together to catch the crocodile hahahah sorry being too lame already but whatsoever. I guess friends must be appreciated and all. Understand each other and yeah. i guess I gotta learn to do that. Life has been amazing so far lately with you guys around me and also the LMLs. A big part of me is changing, and I don't know whether its a good change or a bad one.

Certain times, when your trying to backup your girlfriends yet others will think that why is she doing so and why is she making the fire flaming and burning even bigger. Guess, this shows that you just have to learn to ignore even if its your girlfriend whom maybe somehow needed your or something? Yea! Different person have different opinons and thoughts especially when comes to a lady and a guy thing. Its just totally different so i gotta say screw the guys thoughts. LOL !

It's been too much drama back home sometimes quite ENTERTAINING yes.. but most of the time is just so ANNOYING. No matter friends wise, family wise, working wise.. I Guess thats what you call LIFE.

Labels: thats me n if you got a problem then BACK OFF