Good morning!! We ♥ monday! We ♥ monday! We ♥ Monday!!!

booo.. hahaha! I just want to make myself not leading to the Monday blues if not I will be super condemn after lunch. In order to prevent that, its much more better to say u love it and try to enjoy the rest of the day.

Today, I brought the ACER XP Windows laptop to office together with the OMNI internet connection where I don't need to use the stupid office connection. OFFICE Connection SUCKS. Now, I can feel it. I can feel OMNI is MORE better than using stupid espeed at office. BUT at home the espeed is super good :) I can download several episodes in a row.. super fast :) Speaking of that, I MiSS MY LAPTOP badly!! :(. Still waiting for the quotation of the mother board from Dell Company to Netcom. SIGHS!

stupid monday blues , its getting me overly hyper active but I feel so sleepy! Tonight, gonna celebrate chiens' birthday as today is her 21st birthday. HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, CHIEN the birthday cake was awesome last night and I wonder who finish the last piece of the cake. It's so tiny and cute :) (which reminds me of something and someone LOL) *roll eyes* hehehehehee..

anywys,
tata.
xoxo

Labels: have a wonderful week ahead

The inside me is bleeding and crying right now. Nothing other than relationship. The care, the love, the tender-ness, the security are all fading each and everyday or am I being too sensitive over and over again. Why I am the only one feeling sad lately but not the partner? The bitterness in me have risen tremendously each day. Why? I have been questioning myself all over and over again. The independent and strong side of me have decrease. Is my relationship going to wilt soon? Like a rose? Which can only survive for days or by watering them it could stay on for extra few more days only? no~. i wish my relationship could go on and describe as a cactus :(
- written on 14 Nov 2009.
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Today, I guess I felt better after sleeping it off? but i didn't get enough of sleep that i wanted due to my sisters' weird kind of snoring. It just annoys me especially when she is just sleeping right beside me as my cousin is here sleeping with us so we have to sleep side by side so close to each other. Any my lil' cousin.... bang our room door once................. I was wide awake after that. SUCKS!!!!!!!!! Oh wells, his my cousin anyways, just tolerate la....

Last night, went to Chung Hua for a dinner of the Life-Long association so sad we dint manage to get the lucky draws prizes. The biggest prize is the refrigerator and bicycle. But I love the double slow cook or something. We can actually make full use of it though. It's okay! I've got $250/- for claiming 5 A's from IBS COLLEGE !!!!!!! I love that... the sense of achievement are there, when they call upon your name they will call along your parents name and tell how much you achieve. I love the way it is, so for those who look down on me. go eat shyt. HAHAHA! ;) super harsh but oh wells, I AM A GRADUATE. though its a DIPLOMA only i dont mind. at least I HAVE something. and i am working for almost 3 months already. Glad that I am happy with my job at the moment :) Don't feel like leaving this company at the moment though. SUper flexible hours and super near my place. NOT MUCh politics. yeah! speaking of all these money stuffs, my car repair still owing a hundred plus.. so i gotta clear it.. and MY LAPPIE motherboards' condemn :( I have to spend like 300-400 to get it repair. it's all money. sighs! FOR those whom are still studying, appreciate your time studying and enjoy all u want before stepping into the working world, it's just so tiring and everything is about money.

Boyfriend and close ones went to watch the Barracudas match last night and watched the late show of 2012.. boyfriend left me behind at KB. I am cool with that despite of all the emo things which he kinda ignored? hahah. I am alright as long he have fun can already... about the forgetting me part .. he gotta pay for it today and get punishment for today :) I am cruel yes.! I am not a lady who can be easily bullied. Go on talk about me behind, I DONT FUCKING CARE. SEE THAT !! ..

Lately, have been really pissed or should I say disappointed. "Friends" changed and its' just so not appropriate. I don't know what to do but just to accept? that's what friends are for? oh my.. some people don't take you as friends but take you for granted so why treat them good right? LOL. whatever ~~~

Can't wait for my KK and Phils trip which is exactly 1 more month from todays date!!!! WHEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... holiday please come come come faster... :))

Labels: emo lady lol

I dream to have a better pay in the future!
I dream to continue my studies, degree abroad!
I dream to have my own car purchase by myself!
I dream to have my own house!
I dream to tour around Europe especially Rome, Venice! :)
I dream to have my own tiny little space!
I dream to have a better temper and control oneself!
I dream to have my own business!
I dream to be a stewardess one day!
I dream to have a happy family!
I dream to have a good husband!
and I keep dreaming . . .

BUT will dreams come true? No harm keep dreaming, as long as I have dream, I am sure a few of it one day will appear for real. Life should start off with full of dreams. I have once dream to graduate with the gown and the motabot and now, here I am GRADUATED with flying colors n I am so proud of myself. I made my family so proud of me and I like that because at least I have proved to them thaat I did it without wasting their sweat money. Through hardwork, I gained friendship which we could really trust and also a certificate ((:



my besties <3


I wonder whether I have changed? or you have changed? Did my temper come back or your temper is getting worser till you can't accept a little bit of mistake that I have done? OR i am just being selfish not accepting the fact that I am wrong? How about not trusting each other anymore? Feel irritated when talking with each other? OR should I say we have super high expectations from each other? I don't have the answer, god, please help me to find a way to get my answers to all of this. I am not happy and feels so sad about it. Sleepless night coming ahead. Please help me :(