My current situation now equates as follows:

nothing to do + facebook all day long + bejeweled since 2pm + restaurant city for 1 hr + quiet-ness in the office - things to do + boyfriend is havin all the fun chit chatting with friends + blogging here talking rubbish + day dreaming + tired eyes + sleepy + don't know what to do = InsANe !!

insanity strikes me.. oh my, I just wish i could shout out loud now to get myself not so bored and dont feel the eager to kill someone or to eat someone up. I AM SO BORED.. so bored at the office. I brought my laptop! feel like watching series.. but they are MANY EYES behind me.. if only i have a good position in the office.. I guess I will forget about BLOGGER.com already ahhahaha I will b busy watching series all the way.. lady boss will be back tomorrow, so i guess the increase of work will be tomorrow.. but not increment of salary.. SO SAD :( hahahahhaa.. nyhows, pay day will be in another 1 week plus. I CANT WAIT ..


and hopefully i would be able to go down miri next Saturday Oct 03, to celebrate KAKs' 21st BIRTHDAY !!!.. love her much and muahs muahsss :D


off to ngang-ing time again ... 340 now.. 1 hr 20 minutes left for me to KILL TIMe.. buT How??? can anyone teach me............................... SIGHS ~~~~~~~~~`

Labels: BOREDOM

Patience is the state of endurance under difficult circumstances, which can mean persevering in the face of delay or provocation without becoming annoyed or upset; or exhibiting forbearance when under strain, especially when faced with longer-term difficulties.

Toleration is an act or instance of tolerating, esp. of what is not actually approved; forbearance: to show toleration toward the protesters.

Wikipedia help me to explain more of the meaning of "patience" and dictionary.com helped on the noun "toleration". What made me go into it this time is because I am facing a quite sad issue yet shouldn't be sad and must be tolerating kind of situation. It's just so hard when patience and tolerance combine. *When the power combines, it gets stronger and stronger and it sometimes make people have the difficulty and problem arises just a glimpse of an eye.

Sometimes it's just so sad that everything might be plan in hand couldn't just exist or no one could careless about it as either no one knows about the plan before hand or they just tend to ignore and thinking, "nevermind, it's FINE.. he/she will understand". These freaking long weekend for me isn't that bad after all but it somehow got worse till I would just want to stay at home ROT and wait for the day to work and after a sec now, I rather not work but just to stay home like those college holidays I used to have. How sad is that? Chinese say " MAO DUN " i hate those feelings, it somehow made me quite stress about it.

Speaking of patience and toleration just now, I find myself learn more about it and it kinda suffocate me sometimes. Hell yeah. It's just so hard to be so patience n tolerating at the same time when you have no choice and wanted to just scream out loud and just scold it out but you just can't. Because it ain't the right choice to do anymore for me. Problem arise of me, I tried to solve it myself, people or friends or close ones don't understand it first than they start giving me those faces, raise their voices at me without asking at first, how come or what happen? * okay, I am just giving some kind of example, don't perasan as I have a freedom of speech here in my own tiny little space. * I have been playing quite a good role lately to please them yet sometimes its just so disappointing like the state I am now. Hi HI hI !! THIEN LEE.. are you back already? .. when your back, everything will be so great.. the emo-ness in her will fade, the complaints that she have will fade too. I am so not the me right now.

I guess, I have come down to this certain limit or emo-ness of mine is because of a very big issues I will be facing now and in the future. Close ones will understand what i meant .. so this issue + the tolerating + the patience = I can't help it no longer but I still have to go for it. I just feel like shouting, cry all out and have a good sleep without the worries that I have worried about for days which I shouldn't have and this care or love that I want. Such a good night but it end upp quite disappointing but frankly to say, your right beside me I am super duper happy but somehow theres something lacking in there. See, how my thoughts are? It's just so messed up. God please help me!

Only god knows what I meant, what I want, what I need, what I wish and what I have.



God bless and I want to congratulate my bfs best friend has turn to a daddy yesterday . He and his wife have a beautiful angel 20.09.09 naming her as Alexis Lee. She is so beautiful from god. Congratulations to Mr & Mrs. Lee, you guys are going to be such great parents and will bring her up in the way that you guys have always wanted to. God bless. and I should pay a visit to meet this angel of theirs with my bf real soon. Pictures showing baby Alexis, I stole it from facebook, I guess her daddy is uploading right now. more and more pictures up. this is the best two showing his cute little angel sleeping without the worries, with all the care. I feel so happy for her !!!!! emo-ness is back.. SHOOO... grrrrr..





nyways, off to bed now! and SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all the muslims :D

Labels: the day that I've been wishing for

Such rainy day made me think of quite a number of things in mind, I love the rain so much when I am driving, I could see different things that would happen around me, please MINUS of the accidents that MAY happen. But hey, rain is consider a sense of relaxation and to be so comfortable at. Such weather to sleep off, would be so grateful for me yet I'm stuck here in the office and I gotta work till 4pm later. However, think of my holidays coming up, I'm so glad :)

I've googled a number of pictures categorized as "Rainy Days", it's just so beautiful n meaningful to me, now, you can see how I love about raining, as long it doesn't affect any of my plans, it's all so good for me. In such rainy day, some can be so happy and glad like me, some are alone out there drinking a cup of coffee enjoying the scene the view out there, or some are so frustrated because they can't go for their football / basketball exercise.. some are super emotional because of break ups.. or they could have lost their loved ones. Or some are just stuck in an area where they are in a rush but just can't leave. What to do, what to do, what to do .. everyone has their own concept / thinkings of it.. :) I love all the pictures below :D :D




Actually I have some stuffs to do at office! But than I kinda got blur halfway through, I guess I have to figure it out soon, not today! I am freaking lazy because I am totally in the holiday mood and hopefully we can go back early... such heavy rain all i want to do is SLEEP IT OFF :( :(

Nyways, plan for this afternoon : sleep my ass off. tonight: steamboat at doi house as a farewell party for him and and and ermmm.. I am going to see my dear lovely friends tonight... love love love youall..


Last but not least.. HAPPPPPYY BIRTHDAY TO OUR LAO DA!! :) ALL THE BESTTT...

Labels: rainyday

It's been awhile since I have blog and my blog feels so empty right now. Few more days to come, I have been working for a month in Fazrul Company haha no doubt, I am quite happy to work there just that sometimes theres' small tiny bitsy thing that I weren't happy about but what to do :) This is what you call the reality, working life ! Apart from that working boring life of mine, I have been out to watch basketball match of my dear friends, Easyway Team; they did quite well and manage to get the Championship away from the other six strong teams. Gold Medal as it is. GOod job guys! and good luck in the upcoming Under-23 tournament.





Last weekend, group of my friends (where my miri friends address as I bring the whole kampung haha) and I went overnight at EastWood Valley, Miri staying in the longhouse and club all the way at night at Victoria pub & ktv. At first, the songs wasn't that nice but right after that everything was just so GOOD :)! WE started to drink and dance from 11pm till 4am till my foot got blue n black already. Cut out all the dramas that happen in between, it's all so great after all.! Anyways, Happy Birthday to KimFui and Ah Chung and thanks for the great night (:

ciaozzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Labels: still working

It's been years after we have step out to this real working world, or the other part of the life that we have to go through. We have been through quite lots together and have our own issues in hand and own responsibilities that has grown more deeper n deeper or even heavier. But anyhow, after all those.. our group of more than 10 friends, one of us has really shine to become a pro basketball player of the ABL = Asean Basketball League. Feel abit paiseh to say all this but than man, I AM PROUD OF YOU !! or should i say "WE ARE" so proud of you. Remember no matter what, we are always there to help you and be by your side supporting you always. lols! felt a-bit of the 'chi mao pi' but its' just so true. just do it and play your best in the Brunei, Barracudas Team! (: More details for this league:
http://www.brudirect.com/index.php/200909076206/Sports-News/
three-new-members-for-team-barracudas-coach-confirmed.html

and here are some pictures showing him smiling so happily !




Anyways, Good Luck to our friend Mr. Choo Yung Jian whom is wearing the Jordan jersey and other friends that have join in to this league. And hopefully the matters or issues that is being a problem will be solved A.S.A.P!! (:

Labels: part-timer lady's proud of her bestie