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Thursday, July 30, 2009,11:17:00 PM

It's not my day

Wondering hows the life of you people now? At the moment going smoothly or quite a rocky-rocky road your experiencing now? Or happy moments your having now ? having holidays till forgot about the date and days pass by us? or holidays ending soon and not quite excited about it because of books/assignments/exams and more? relationship goes wrong? goes super uber good? super romantic? super happy.. oh my.. Everyone in each part of the world experiencing different things, i can picture some are crying .. some are laughing super hard.. some are feeling super emo.. some are being lonely .. some are being ignored.. some are so popular and well known.. some are working their ass off and also some are super lazy and keep gossiping around with others. Ah.. there are so many things happening around now and now, i got a problem of myself.. I compare, whether I am one of the unlucky person in the world among all of them? But come to think about it, I am not I guess.. the problems i am encountering now, i guess its a tiny weensy thing for those who have been through my age and those who are younger than me just dont understand and those whom are same age as me , FEELs me.

Today, I feel super moodless like having a PMS which I dont think i should use this as a reason to get mad or not bein' happy the whole day. Somehow, thinking of the problems i am encountering now and facing the report and presentation that i need to get it done as soon as I can caused me super heavy headaches and felt so sleepy till i got stressed out and just burst and couldn't get hold of my own emotion. Me and my friends used to say PMS is the huge cause of making us super emo / super mad for nothing or just get super irritated with a little things but now, somehow I learn to not use it as a reason and try to think positively, calm down myself and within these months it worked a little but somehow, still affects abit lo. So guys, ladies say they have pms is not totally a lousy reason to back up themselves, it's just an emotion that u couldn't control much .. there's this feeling inside a woman / lady that they feel so unwell n would just get irritated somehoww.. I guess only ladies / womans would understand these, for guys.. be woman than u would understand. Life of a lady ! It's not easy .. i can say..

N know what.. tell u a little secret .. when I am not happy i used to think shopping could make me super happy but now i found out eating pizza especially Honey Garlic Chicken and a bottle of Coke could just cheer u up any minute.. and maybe some funny shows.. like Beautiful Cooking Part 2 .. lmao that show.. it makes me feel bad for them and there's this episode.. this Japanese girl cooked a dish which is super black in colour and its so hard for them to eat til l the judges ought to use masks .. eating with the masks makes them want to vomit.. it shows how bad the smell is.. please imagine that.. and this little boy who tried this dish, being brought to the specialised hospital by ambulance and stayed there for 2 nights to just get this thing off. leads alot of people misunderstand him having Swine Flu .. haha.. thats sad case. I wonder will I be such a bad cook???? *omg, i don't even want to think about it..

Few more days or in less than week its going to be my final exam and final semester and august 7 is my darlings big day .. he is turning 27! I wish my gifts for him would be much appreciated. God bless us and bring us away from harm and unhappiness to each other. loves xoxo.

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